I think I am looking for closure. The last couple nights I have had some strange dreams. Two nights ago, I dreamed I was sitting in a restaurant at a long table but just one person beside me. Up walks my old boss, the one who got to give me the ax, the one who has yet to call me to chat even though we were friends. He comes right up to me, I stand up and he gives me a long hug and says, "My secretary (he doesn't have a secretary in real life) told me you were here and I really wanted to come by and see you." Then I woke up.
Last night I dreamed I ran into the owner of the company, a woman who recruited me to the job, also someone I considered a friend. I said to her, "Can't we just pretend that never happened and just go on like everything is alright until it is?"
She replied, "I don't think I am ready for that, it is going to take some time."
As I woke up I thought to myself, "What does SHE need time for? I was the one who was let go!" I'm still chasing some sort of real closure and it clearly isn't going to come.
In other news, my parents were here for 4 days and I started a new job last week that is kicking my ass. Don't get me wrong it is a good kind of ass kicking but I am just not used to it after a month off. Dude, is it the weekend, yet?
Posted by kerewin at April 9, 2008 08:36 AMWeird! I've been having closure dreams about an old friend.
I think your brain is working it out...closure will eventually come.
By they way, Azul is a great name for a cat.
Posted by: ozma at April 22, 2008 12:49 AM